I feel very lost

[The People]

This has been my second home for so long with breaks here and there. We haven't always been the best behaved but we tried hard to be a good team member most of the time. I feel like the place is slipping away. I try to start chats with maybe one or two responses. Used to be that a conversation could last a whole page with a dozen people involved. Sometimes there were verbal scuffles but meiaors woul step in and everyone would move on.

Now there is almost nothing. Maybe I am trying too hard or what I have to say has no interest for anyone else. I just feel lost.