Blame your T

[The People]

For many, many years, probably since puberty I decided that I was flawed and the rest of the world was okay. I knew there was something wrong but I thought that it was just something crazy that I couldn't put into words.

When I started to get to the SA stuff I would ask the typical question: "Do you believe that it happened?" as part of the acceptance process. T responded in all seriousness that mine was the most insane family she ever heard about and even without the SA, which she believed happened, I could not come out of that family without scars.

Interestingly enough my sister was seeing a different T in a different province. Her T said the exact same thing a few years prior to my hearing the statement.

I still think I am flawed but know that many others are. Those with the most flaws are the people who left me in this mess.