Struggling

[MakersDozn]

Hi orek,

Yes, we do trust our T. We've been with her for over 10 years.

Several others have good memories of our childhood. I do not. While I can look at their experiences and know intellectually that there were good times, they're not my memories. And for me, my memories and my emotional reality trump intellect.

I may have had a few experiences that I saw at the time as being sublime, but I know see that I was living them through the lens of naivete and illusion. I idealized things and people when I should not have done so. I won't get into the details, but it's a large factor in the crash into reality that I've experienced during the last few years.

Take care,

Charity