song

[angel with wings]

Go to YouTube and type in "matchbox 20, unwell, with lyrics".
Let me know what you think of it.
I loved it the moment I heard it.

[angel with wings]

Since no one looked it up, here is part of it:

All day staring at the ceiling, making friends with the shadows on the wall. All night hearing voices, telling me that I should get some sleep, because tomorrow might be good for something.

Hold on, I'm feeling like I'm heading for a breakdown and I don't know why.
When I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell, but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired, I know, right now you don't care, but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how I used to be me.

(There are a few more verses).

[nats]

hi angel, tried looking it up but didn't work properly. thanks for posting some of the lyrics. how are you guys doing?

[angel with wings]

Thanks for asking, I'm not doing well at all. Been hurt by to many people I left get close. Now I'm withdrawing. Trying to protect the whole of us. Pretty much isolated myself from everyone an rarely leave the house. I think people see different sides of us an don't know what to think. They avoid me like a plague. I'm always alone anyways, and it's really hitting home. Maybe I try to hard to be liked or maybe I expect to much from a friendship. I think friends should do things for each other, not one person carrying the relationship. If I don't call or visit, they never contact me. An mostly when I do call, I get the list of excuses. Yet, I'm treated as a bad person for pointing it out. Like if I was really a good friend, I'd let them keep using me an not complain about it. So frustrated. So hurt.

[Tangled Web]

We looked up the song. Sorry you are hurting. Relationships can be very difficult and we struggle with isolation also. We don't think it makes you bad a person for pointing things out--it shows you are trying. Hope things will get better for soon.