T is leaving

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T told me today she is leaving and will no longer be able to be my T.  She is my first T and we have worked together for 8 years.  The DID and parts work emerged after 4 years.  I'm a mess.  I don't think I will ever have the courage to work with another.  I'm so overwhelmed with grief, anger, and denial, just to name a few emotions and the internal parts are in chaos, lots of sneering, shouting and whimpering going on.  My last tie to this place is about to snap.  I may just load up the car and start driving.  Burn this place to the ground and never look back.